幸好我这个东每天忘记东西。
不然一定会sot 掉！！哈哈！
我很变态下！＝＝
废废的我！
2009年6月28日 星期日
Uncontrolable
*SCREAMING*
self control very poor!!!
haiz...........
i am having mental problems!!!
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*YELLING*
发泄完毕！
self control very poor!!!
haiz...........
i am having mental problems!!!
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*YELLING*
发泄完毕！
2009年6月27日 星期六
去哪里了？
有件很惨的事（对我来说），也很可怜～
A不比B和C好看，热情…但是她也不错啊！
她也和B和C一样努力，用心…
可是换来的是冷漠。
为什么不可以用公平的态度去对待。
一个是满载而归，一个是什么都自己包办。
送礼物也只是那么一下。
过后就冷下来…
大家的心去哪里了？
大家都很假！
明明就是演…
有些人很喜欢像煎饼酱，看见哪里有势力就往哪里翻。
扮到自己好像是个好人，其实心里不懂在盘算什么。
有得更惨，直接在人家后面捅一刀。
做人做到酱复杂…肖的！
不管怎样，
谢谢你老师！
谢谢你的用心教导。
***************************************
谁看了不爽就直接来跟我讲，表在后面做乌龟…
我等着被轰！母呵呵！
欢迎光临！
A不比B和C好看，热情…但是她也不错啊！
她也和B和C一样努力，用心…
可是换来的是冷漠。
为什么不可以用公平的态度去对待。
一个是满载而归，一个是什么都自己包办。
送礼物也只是那么一下。
过后就冷下来…
大家的心去哪里了？
大家都很假！
明明就是演…
有些人很喜欢像煎饼酱，看见哪里有势力就往哪里翻。
扮到自己好像是个好人，其实心里不懂在盘算什么。
有得更惨，直接在人家后面捅一刀。
做人做到酱复杂…肖的！
不管怎样，
谢谢你老师！
谢谢你的用心教导。
***************************************
谁看了不爽就直接来跟我讲，表在后面做乌龟…
我等着被轰！母呵呵！
欢迎光临！
2009年6月21日 星期日
Loneliness
Though i have many friends...
Maybe some persons will think i am gud at communication or what.
It doesn't mean my life is filled with all the laughter and never feel lonely.
Sometimes, what you see are not the truth.
Know more, think more...
I would rather stay lonely instead of mix with other ppl.
Human is d most dangerous thing.
Maybe some persons will think i am gud at communication or what.
It doesn't mean my life is filled with all the laughter and never feel lonely.
Sometimes, what you see are not the truth.
Know more, think more...
I would rather stay lonely instead of mix with other ppl.
Human is d most dangerous thing.
2009年6月18日 星期四
Bravo!
K, juz forget bout the sad things first...
Now......talk bout my reading materials...hmmm...nothing but the thick twilight saga...
Something make me excited!
I ad mit that im quite slow in reading...haha!cz i took bout 1 week to finish one book. hmm...
now contunue d third book Eclipse.....
hehe~~~(sure gt ppl say me lohsoh=.=)
whatever!
mesmerizing...
yeah.....
once i start to read it, it's very hard to stop...
I like the place which Bella stay......Fork!
Hardly hav sunny day wan.......so gud.......no nid scare for sunlight...=.=
haha!
I must watch the movie this november! ^^
Dun wanna write dy...my book is calling me=.=
Now......talk bout my reading materials...hmmm...nothing but the thick twilight saga...
Something make me excited!
I ad mit that im quite slow in reading...haha!cz i took bout 1 week to finish one book. hmm...
now contunue d third book Eclipse.....
hehe~~~(sure gt ppl say me lohsoh=.=)
whatever!
mesmerizing...
yeah.....
once i start to read it, it's very hard to stop...
I like the place which Bella stay......Fork!
Hardly hav sunny day wan.......so gud.......no nid scare for sunlight...=.=
haha!
I must watch the movie this november! ^^
Dun wanna write dy...my book is calling me=.=
挫折???
My chinese star never recoverT.T just can write title T.T
i think it's enough for me...better than get nothing right?
Firstly, start my topic with a sigh> HAIZ!!!
All is about the result!
juz a few subjects ok ok...
others all cannot see wan T.T
only one subject the mark is start with the number 9 something. no! it's exactly 90. no more than that...hell! that's moral...never expected. i thought my definisi will wrong cz i read it last minutes...phew~~
my language subjects all die jor!!! BM really cnt get high marks cz our teacher really strict. I can accept. BI 70, till ok ok loh.......all this i dy ready for that result,so i feel nothing. but........ my BC! Really hurt...the language i like the most! only gt 64 T.T My confidence for tis subject almost collapse dy... The essay really bad, damn bad! the lowest mark for BC in my life...T.T T.T
Science subjects not bad lah...Bio is weaker compare to chem and phy...
math deduced two mark .....add maths many careless mistakes... my maths ok wan loh...can get 80+++dy very gud due to my bad habit> careless!
the most kek subject>>> sejarah! teacher din mark my 3rd essay! and gt many points he din giv marks for struktur and esei...geram!
nothing to say dy...suck!
the range 59<×<91
it's still far frm my target...this is d most sad thing...distressing......
希望越高，失望越大。(yeah, C.star works!)
.....................
As long as i still grab it tightly in my hand, certainly not to let it goes...
It can still improve...
rite?
i think it's enough for me...better than get nothing right?
Firstly, start my topic with a sigh> HAIZ!!!
All is about the result!
juz a few subjects ok ok...
others all cannot see wan T.T
only one subject the mark is start with the number 9 something. no! it's exactly 90. no more than that...hell! that's moral...never expected. i thought my definisi will wrong cz i read it last minutes...phew~~
my language subjects all die jor!!! BM really cnt get high marks cz our teacher really strict. I can accept. BI 70, till ok ok loh.......all this i dy ready for that result,so i feel nothing. but........ my BC! Really hurt...the language i like the most! only gt 64 T.T My confidence for tis subject almost collapse dy... The essay really bad, damn bad! the lowest mark for BC in my life...T.T T.T
Science subjects not bad lah...Bio is weaker compare to chem and phy...
math deduced two mark .....add maths many careless mistakes... my maths ok wan loh...can get 80+++dy very gud due to my bad habit> careless!
the most kek subject>>> sejarah! teacher din mark my 3rd essay! and gt many points he din giv marks for struktur and esei...geram!
nothing to say dy...suck!
the range 59<×<91
it's still far frm my target...this is d most sad thing...distressing......
希望越高，失望越大。(yeah, C.star works!)
.....................
As long as i still grab it tightly in my hand, certainly not to let it goes...
It can still improve...
rite?
2009年6月15日 星期一
Rush
Juz finish typing lisan-forum. Keep rushing. huuu.....finally done jor, i let low do some ulasan then i print. haiz...this is d result of wasting time and dragging lo......
wad a bad student i am...=.="
Tmr sure sleep in class wan~~~T.T
Hmmm.....
After school reopen, i can't online and write blog so often jor...
Sien........
Everyone very down lo...holidays over dy...
[hope my chinese star will recover! i want to write in chinese!]
wad a bad student i am...=.="
Tmr sure sleep in class wan~~~T.T
Hmmm.....
After school reopen, i can't online and write blog so often jor...
Sien........
Everyone very down lo...holidays over dy...
[hope my chinese star will recover! i want to write in chinese!]
2009年6月14日 星期日
总结
Holidays already come to the end. Soon, the school is going to reopen, kinda sad T.T My holidays!!! Haven't enjoy enough! sob sob!
Actually, this is the most meaningful holidays to me though. Cz i went through many things in this two weeks...Really...but i am not sure whether it's good or not.
The first day of our holidays was the singing competition that vy important to us(who gt took part last year)...I never had that kind of feeling before for a competition(could affect my mood so much!), maybe it's because we put many effort on it and our team members did countless sacrifies...it's the brigde of our ship....friendship...haha! I gt some lessons from this competition...i think most were mentally...i know what is betrayal, dissapointment,being hurt by words, how to take care of someone,how to control our own emotion, how to see something from different view and finally share the happiness of success when our hard works had paid!yeah!
This will be the last time i join chorus and it was the best time! Thx you all! muackssssssss
After this, i had a good time out with friends...that was girls day out and gila anak's birthday.......haha! really enjoy the time hang out with friends...relax! i like it! I hardly spend time with friends this year...what a stupid, idiot busy year...so irritated...everyday filled up with homeworks, activities, tuition.......arrrhhhh....i gonna become insane dy....haiz...
Hey, my friends! luv u all soooo much!!!!!!!!!! I like my Xiiao gang! Feel safe and cheerful with u all... muackkssssssss
Then, was the camp...Hmmmnn....damn good among all the camps i had joined...the most unwind camp. I knew how to lead a group of people and it's harder than what i think before...luckily low giv me wu long tea...worthful though it seems like being cheated=.= .......This camp should be the modal for other camps ...I make friend with many excellent person...haha! Hey, you guys really funny man! It's easily to mix with them though we came from different state...hmmm......
I start to do the 壁报then...we six person a group...everyone really did it spiritful knowsss? keeping staying up at night to finish it coz we hope we can gt prize ma...especially km loh......and guess...what we get in the end?
I don't feel like want to talk about it, if not our members sure annoyed! hahaXD
we do bring back something...but........haiz..........whatever lah!!!!!(immitate cass) wahaha! So dissapointed!!!
First time i saw police caught people at jonker when we wait for the result...wakao! 2 times at the same place... first one was a psycho, i tink he drunk and behave badly...second one was an indian.The people gt knife u noe? and d police showed his gun toward d people...(show off huh?)
jonker is not suitable for us!!! too crowd!!!scaring
Hehehe! i able finish new moon jor......wow! that book really fascinated! clap hand! pla pla pla! ^^
gonna start eclipse...hmmm....gud idea!
today is the last day of holiday, i planned to hang out with maggie...just two of us...at first we all planned to go out at friday wan...but,coz of me and prince they change to saturday night...unfortunate, i informed by km that the 详和夜placed at the same day same time!!! gosh! so, maggie change to today lo...coz of this, mian gt angry and many ppl cnt go...T.T sorry! u all dun nid to change wan...juz enjoy ur day without me, maybe it will be more quiet. LOL!!!
Thx maggie(for needing me so much! LOL!!!but i think u should learn how to berdikari jor...)...sorry mian and the others....T.T i feel vy guilty and......touched!!! tmr we go play clothes ya...haha!
This holidays im mentally sick and tired...cz i really went through many type of thinking, feeling, emotions. (c d bold words up there and count)
i don't thonk u all will understand what i tried to say...nvm...it's gud oso=.="
《从高处跌到谷底，在从谷底返回高处。那是的情绪是难以形容。那种波动，真的很累。这是我放假的心情。》
I should be happy or sad for this kind of experience? appriciate the experience or feel sorry for those whose care me?
dunno!
Actually, this is the most meaningful holidays to me though. Cz i went through many things in this two weeks...Really...but i am not sure whether it's good or not.
The first day of our holidays was the singing competition that vy important to us(who gt took part last year)...I never had that kind of feeling before for a competition(could affect my mood so much!), maybe it's because we put many effort on it and our team members did countless sacrifies...it's the brigde of our ship....friendship...haha! I gt some lessons from this competition...i think most were mentally...i know what is betrayal, dissapointment,being hurt by words, how to take care of someone,how to control our own emotion, how to see something from different view and finally share the happiness of success when our hard works had paid!yeah!
This will be the last time i join chorus and it was the best time! Thx you all! muackssssssss
After this, i had a good time out with friends...that was girls day out and gila anak's birthday.......haha! really enjoy the time hang out with friends...relax! i like it! I hardly spend time with friends this year...what a stupid, idiot busy year...so irritated...everyday filled up with homeworks, activities, tuition.......arrrhhhh....i gonna become insane dy....haiz...
Hey, my friends! luv u all soooo much!!!!!!!!!! I like my Xiiao gang! Feel safe and cheerful with u all... muackkssssssss
Then, was the camp...Hmmmnn....damn good among all the camps i had joined...the most unwind camp. I knew how to lead a group of people and it's harder than what i think before...luckily low giv me wu long tea...worthful though it seems like being cheated=.= .......This camp should be the modal for other camps ...I make friend with many excellent person...haha! Hey, you guys really funny man! It's easily to mix with them though we came from different state...hmmm......
I start to do the 壁报then...we six person a group...everyone really did it spiritful knowsss? keeping staying up at night to finish it coz we hope we can gt prize ma...especially km loh......and guess...what we get in the end?
I don't feel like want to talk about it, if not our members sure annoyed! hahaXD
we do bring back something...but........haiz..........whatever lah!!!!!(immitate cass) wahaha! So dissapointed!!!
First time i saw police caught people at jonker when we wait for the result...wakao! 2 times at the same place... first one was a psycho, i tink he drunk and behave badly...second one was an indian.The people gt knife u noe? and d police showed his gun toward d people...(show off huh?)
jonker is not suitable for us!!! too crowd!!!scaring
Hehehe! i able finish new moon jor......wow! that book really fascinated! clap hand! pla pla pla! ^^
gonna start eclipse...hmmm....gud idea!
today is the last day of holiday, i planned to hang out with maggie...just two of us...at first we all planned to go out at friday wan...but,coz of me and prince they change to saturday night...unfortunate, i informed by km that the 详和夜placed at the same day same time!!! gosh! so, maggie change to today lo...coz of this, mian gt angry and many ppl cnt go...T.T sorry! u all dun nid to change wan...juz enjoy ur day without me, maybe it will be more quiet. LOL!!!
Thx maggie(for needing me so much! LOL!!!but i think u should learn how to berdikari jor...)...sorry mian and the others....T.T i feel vy guilty and......touched!!! tmr we go play clothes ya...haha!
This holidays im mentally sick and tired...cz i really went through many type of thinking, feeling, emotions. (c d bold words up there and count)
i don't thonk u all will understand what i tried to say...nvm...it's gud oso=.="
《从高处跌到谷底，在从谷底返回高处。那是的情绪是难以形容。那种波动，真的很累。这是我放假的心情。》
I should be happy or sad for this kind of experience? appriciate the experience or feel sorry for those whose care me?
dunno!
2009年6月13日 星期六
2009年6月12日 星期五
无言
我们很幸福。
我有个小学朋友现在住在雪兰俄，她寄了封信给我！
她就读的学校是间不好的学校，每天都有人打架。
她还亲眼目睹过一个学生用粗粗的东西打另外个学生的头，而且当场流血。
过后警察车就来捉人…
还有她学校三分之二的人有纪律问题………很多很多………
那里的生活不像我们这酱自由，每天就只有补习！
她补习好像比我还多酱。
信里，她还说很想去自杀！天啊！
她信里的一字一句都是那种失望又迫切的语气。
她很向往我们这的校园生活。
我唯一能做只是做她的聆听者………好无助………
她以前帮我很多下的。。。
小时候笨笨给人欺负也是她帮忙出头的。
如果她没转校去那里就好！
我小学最好的朋友咧～～
我们真的很幸福，身边至少不会常发生那种事。
学业、老师都比他们好很多……
学会珍惜吧！
朋友，加油！
我有个小学朋友现在住在雪兰俄，她寄了封信给我！
她就读的学校是间不好的学校，每天都有人打架。
她还亲眼目睹过一个学生用粗粗的东西打另外个学生的头，而且当场流血。
过后警察车就来捉人…
还有她学校三分之二的人有纪律问题………很多很多………
那里的生活不像我们这酱自由，每天就只有补习！
她补习好像比我还多酱。
信里，她还说很想去自杀！天啊！
她信里的一字一句都是那种失望又迫切的语气。
她很向往我们这的校园生活。
我唯一能做只是做她的聆听者………好无助………
她以前帮我很多下的。。。
小时候笨笨给人欺负也是她帮忙出头的。
如果她没转校去那里就好！
我小学最好的朋友咧～～
我们真的很幸福，身边至少不会常发生那种事。
学业、老师都比他们好很多……
学会珍惜吧！
朋友，加油！
2009年6月11日 星期四
guess what's that?
I think it's quite blur........and.........disgust! wahaha! snapped by web cam=.="
yesterday sparring kena "oh che" lo....haha!
first time gt injured like this...erm...quite happy!=.=" i am weird right? haha!
that's me!
haha!
yesterday sparring kena "oh che" lo....haha!
first time gt injured like this...erm...quite happy!=.=" i am weird right? haha!
that's me!
haha!
2009年6月8日 星期一
我回来了！
开心…
四天三夜过去了，大家回到自己的窝继续做应该做的事。这营不像我想象中那种严厉、只会骂人、只会大声喊叫、给人压力的那种训练营！第一天到那里时，有种“山雨欲来风满楼”的感觉。应该是我培训营的看法是那样，难改！
我就等他们检查指甲，收电话那些。。。等啊等………………………没有！
害怕与期待的是都没有发生。协调员都很亲切，他们好像很积极那种在背营员的名字。人越来越多，还有的是从彭亨文冬、森美兰、Rawang的朋友。ice breaking有点炸到！气氛慢慢热了。。。过后就分组。我进第一组！叫Kondanna（佛陀的五比丘之一）
恩…不错啦！有认识的人！我的组有森美兰,rawang的朋友。
刚开始每个不敢讲话酱。晚饭也很静（吃饭根本就不能讲话的＝＝）
第二天，开始熟了，话也多………课程开始了！由于这是训练营，所以课程会在时间表里占很多，差不多是一整天。不过，他们课程不是讲师讲罢了，中间会有很多模拟要做。哈哈！学以致用！真的！全部一百分！将士都是二十多岁的哦！讲课都一流！厉害吧！很享受那些模拟咯…刺激下。
蛮有趣的，上了一天课都不会累！哈哈！这营没有游戏，只有团康。不过又不闷哦！真的佩服他们！ 说到团康很多人喜欢butterfly=.=" 炸下。
我的组员哦！都静里藏刀…（包括我）本来以为这组会很自闭，那里懂！吃饭最多话讲！每次用膳应该静静时我们就一直笑。都是那个闲人，一直冷笑话。什么吃jagung手会变长，吃多减肥那些…等等！ 笑瓜！膳食组拿他没办法。最后一天换了一个人跟我们吃饭，那个更够力。差点喷饭。还弄到全部人吃很慢。蛮好玩的。为人带来快乐蛮有意义。这营让我对些东西改观了。有很多要等我放下，学习。所以我是空杯子，最后才变那最满的杯子。
培训营应该要以这种轻松的方式进行，不应该用那种乱喊叫，骂人的方法。那只会使心里产生一种恐惧，是培训不到东西的。口口声声说为营员好，那只是借口。最重要的是时间管理，很多培训营都忽略这点，所以每次做出来的效果都很慢。If we cannot control our times well tat mean we cannot behave ourself. So, how we r going to teach or help other people?
哈哈！之前被罗害到我摆乌龙进了这营，不过这乌龙歪打正着！谢啦！如果你有去就好，是我去过最棒、最特别的营。
p/s:文冬姐妹，有缘再见的话就一定要继续我们的话题哦！
感恩！
最后送上来珍居士的一句名言
浪费时间等于浪费生命！
四天三夜过去了，大家回到自己的窝继续做应该做的事。这营不像我想象中那种严厉、只会骂人、只会大声喊叫、给人压力的那种训练营！第一天到那里时，有种“山雨欲来风满楼”的感觉。应该是我培训营的看法是那样，难改！
我就等他们检查指甲，收电话那些。。。等啊等………………………没有！
害怕与期待的是都没有发生。协调员都很亲切，他们好像很积极那种在背营员的名字。人越来越多，还有的是从彭亨文冬、森美兰、Rawang的朋友。ice breaking有点炸到！气氛慢慢热了。。。过后就分组。我进第一组！叫Kondanna（佛陀的五比丘之一）
恩…不错啦！有认识的人！我的组有森美兰,rawang的朋友。
刚开始每个不敢讲话酱。晚饭也很静（吃饭根本就不能讲话的＝＝）
第二天，开始熟了，话也多………课程开始了！由于这是训练营，所以课程会在时间表里占很多，差不多是一整天。不过，他们课程不是讲师讲罢了，中间会有很多模拟要做。哈哈！学以致用！真的！全部一百分！将士都是二十多岁的哦！讲课都一流！厉害吧！很享受那些模拟咯…刺激下。
蛮有趣的，上了一天课都不会累！哈哈！这营没有游戏，只有团康。不过又不闷哦！真的佩服他们！ 说到团康很多人喜欢butterfly=.=" 炸下。
我的组员哦！都静里藏刀…（包括我）本来以为这组会很自闭，那里懂！吃饭最多话讲！每次用膳应该静静时我们就一直笑。都是那个闲人，一直冷笑话。什么吃jagung手会变长，吃多减肥那些…等等！ 笑瓜！膳食组拿他没办法。最后一天换了一个人跟我们吃饭，那个更够力。差点喷饭。还弄到全部人吃很慢。蛮好玩的。为人带来快乐蛮有意义。这营让我对些东西改观了。有很多要等我放下，学习。所以我是空杯子，最后才变那最满的杯子。
培训营应该要以这种轻松的方式进行，不应该用那种乱喊叫，骂人的方法。那只会使心里产生一种恐惧，是培训不到东西的。口口声声说为营员好，那只是借口。最重要的是时间管理，很多培训营都忽略这点，所以每次做出来的效果都很慢。If we cannot control our times well tat mean we cannot behave ourself. So, how we r going to teach or help other people?
哈哈！之前被罗害到我摆乌龙进了这营，不过这乌龙歪打正着！谢啦！如果你有去就好，是我去过最棒、最特别的营。
p/s:文冬姐妹，有缘再见的话就一定要继续我们的话题哦！
感恩！
最后送上来珍居士的一句名言
浪费时间等于浪费生命！
2009年6月5日 星期五
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